What is communication ?? because when i am trying make conversation it seems to the other person that am going to fast for them Huh or boring them its as if my my ears are listening but my mind body is floating away somewhere else. This is very hard thing for me in conversations , because i am interested in what that individual is saying to me , and people say try these strategies look at there forehead look at the nose just try looking at that person they told me am not making eye contact so if am looking at the nose and there eyes sometimes when am comfortable if not then i don't look at them at all so i ask my self this question what are my eyes looking at ?? , but still i always seem over analyze that situation think to my self hmm have i said right thing or have i annoyed that person then am analyzing everything in detail ,
I guess social interaction effects how we been treated in past in school bullied by verbal words
and being autistic does that effect how we communicate with one another in society well my reasons am asking about this because people seem think what ever i do or say i am either to deep with words and conversations , but all i am trying to do is social interact yes i can speak talk so that makes me non verbal does not mean i dont have autism , i love the way people put you in this box and think right away oh there's nothing wrong him , if things was really fine would i ask questions on communication and reasons behind this cause lot people suffer with what is called theory of the mind , they keep saying to me let the past go with what happened in school and trying to fit-in for being different and no i am not Rain man !! so take me to that place Hanuka matata
